I grew up the daughter of a single mom. My mom raised three kids on her own, kept a spotless home and worked 60+hours a week. She used her shopping addiction as her escape. I’m not complaining because we’re the same size but it did leave me with a somewhat skewed view of money.
When I started looking into my money mindset several years ago I realized I had the same views about money. Enjoy it while you have it because there is no guarantee it will be there tomorrow.